Nov 4 2009 04:18 pm
Hi madz. Hope your ok up there. Xxxxxxxx
mitch gm xxx
Oct 22 2009 11:19 am
Well hello there you chick!!! So so sorry not been on here for a while. Had lots and lots going on...I know you already know but not with Bob anymore so been a bit pre occupied but am back with it now!!!
Well its that time of year again...yes X Factor...bet you've been watching it...who do you reckon then???? Fair game i think.
Miss you loads young lady....your dad and grotbabgs are ok!!!! Hope your doing all the things a 17 year shud be ...bet your having loads of fun..
Take care sweetie....speak to you soon.
Kate and Smirnoff xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Oct 4 2009 03:23 pm
Maddie, can u see what you meant to us all i read your mums posts and can't help feel a sense of guilt. Mainly because i wish that you could be here and i know you never will be and that your poor mum will have to do this every year. And my first day at college i was asked to leave my Government and politics class because the only person i could think of was you and how much you would be enjoyin college. I see these programmes with all these children with cancer who pull through and always cry thinking why couldnt you be lucky. But god needed you for more important things im sure.
Im going for the X factor next year and my family and friends all say that they are moved when i sing and maddz if i manage to get anywhere with it and i get a single or an album out it'll be called Maddie, the girl that always smiled.
Love you Maddie
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Mitchell Green-Muid
Sep 17 2009 12:16 pm
missing you loads of what would have been your 17th birthday. didnt manage the pukka pie as i felt sick all day long.
come and see us.
Mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Sep 17 2009 12:03 pm
hiyyaahh mads
u kk hun i wish u were here happy birthday love u loads missing u loads thinking of u loads
i cant belive ur not ere it only seems like yestaday that we were playing twister i love u so much maddie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx love u from emme and mel xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Sep 17 2009 10:55 am
Happy birthday Maddie.
Hope your having a good time, we all miss you.
Love Uncle John, Emma, Melanie xxxxxx
Sep 17 2009 10:48 am
Happy birthday honey.
Ibet you look more beautiful than ever.
Hope you are having a great birthday and doing all the things you want to do.
hope yyou found time to visit all of your friends and family.
Miss you more than ever,all my love-daddy xxxxxxx
Sep 17 2009 12:17 am
Happy Birthday Little Mate!
I'm sitting at my desk picturing how you and Gracie should have gone off to college together this morning, no doubt covered in balloons (or would that not be cool at college?).
Sending you lots of love as always, and lots of love to your Mum and the gang too.
Big hugs, Mumma G xxx
Sep 16 2009 12:01 pm
Happy Birthday Mads for tomorrow. I am going to the fish and chip shop tomorrow for a PUKKA PIE, your favourite, and I suppose I will have to cut the top off, just how you like it.
Boy do I wish you were here, it would be a good one for you, you would have started your driving lessons and have a car on the drive knowing you.
I miss you soo much its breaking my heart, I see all your friends and they are all going to college and I wish with all my heart it was you. I wish it could have been me and you would have had all your future ahead of you, you were so beautiful, I have to stop writing now as the tears are dropping on the keyboard.
Take care my angel,
LUV U
Mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Sep 13 2009 12:25 am
Hiya Hun
Gracie has done 2 days at college so far and seems to be getting on ok, except that there's this big hole where you should be. I know you're with her and will be inspiring her, but you should be there too.
Your baby Daniel is gorgeous, as I'm sure you know. Keep an eye on your Mum (I know you do anyway) - she's always asking you to look after other people, but she needs it more than any of us xxx
Sep 6 2009 10:45 am
Hiya Mads
Gracie and Joe are starting college tomorrow and Gracie is so devastated that you won't be there. We all are. You are soo badly missed and there are milestones happening all the time and you should be here to do them to. We all miss you soo badly.
Take care my angel and look in on us from time to time.
LUV U
Mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Aug 20 2009 12:52 pm
Hi Mads
Thanks for looking after Molly, she came home today.
Our Havens holiday is off due to David coming down with chickenpox big time and hopefully we will be going to Dawns wedding next week as you nor Harry had chickenpox so watch this space.
LUV U and wish you were here.
Mummyxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Aug 14 2009 11:32 am
Hi Mads
Molly is in the Brompton at the mo and is very poorly, please look in on her and hold her hand for me.
Love you and miss you always,
Mymmy
Aug 13 2009 03:10 pm
Hi madz. Geee everytime i come on here i never no how to write wat i want to write. Im in a conffmusin time atm and cood really do with ur strength and guidance. :-) luve u maddy. Xxxxxxxxxxx
Mitchell gm
Jul 31 2009 02:58 am
Hi Mads,
Boy am I finding it hard lately, I miss you more than ever and haven't stopped crying lately, I love you soo much it hurts.
Sleep tight my angel,
Mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Jul 29 2009 01:08 pm
hey maddie hope ur ok up there, been thinking of you, nothing more to say other than i miss you !!
lots of loving <3
love claireee xxxxxxxx
Jul 21 2009 04:20 pm
Hi Mads
Just sitting here thinking of how time flies and it's summer holidays again and you should be here. Thought I'd drop by and say hi. We all think about you all the time, love and miss you loads.
Love Mumma G xxx
Jul 9 2009 04:43 pm
Maddie,
I watched a heart-breaking programme on channel 4theother day about teenage cancer sufferers, the whole way throurgh it i thought an couldnt do anything else other than think of u and cry, a girl rebbecca,18 was suffering from cancer andjust like u was an angel, like u she was smiling to the end. The programme opened my tightly closed eyes to the enormity of wot u underwent tp gwt rid of the cancer. God maddie i wish tht i had been u and taken the pain im so sorry u went through wat u did i just hope u are now in a special place where people are loving you as much as we would be doing down here if u was down here in your body. I promise you im going to do everything i can to raose awareness for teenagers battling camcer to help the sufferers and there parents. U shoodnt have gone u were smiling wen i saw u, i think thats wot breaks my heart the most u was smiling, i work at mcd's and wen ppl are missing a penny from there chamge they strt havin a go at me and i hink of u, u didnt want to die but even through the pain u smiled. U were and still are the 8th wonder of the world.
MADDIE NICHOLLS
1992-2007
A TRUE SPIRIT
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Mitchell.
Jul 8 2009 11:47 am
Hi Mads i hope your okk in heaven...ive been thinking about you alot recently and miss you soo much! I wish we could still have our random chats n i will always remember our tennis game that overtook the whole of our room in rose ward! Miss you sooooo much loads of love Amy xxxxxxxxx
Jul 6 2009 06:08 am
Hello sweetie
As a rememberance to you we all got baptised yesterday, and you were mentioned in church and remembered as well, all the family got together and we all talked about you Mads and wondered what you would be up to now.
Joe has now left school and will be going to college and Jack has a job at Renault. Josh doing his driving lessons and you know the rest.
Love you and miss you loads as always, kisses from us all.
Mummy and the Adams family xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Jul 5 2009 02:10 am
Hi Madz
2 years... think of you every day and miss you all the time.
Thinking of all your family especially today. Big hugs to all, love you all lots, Doris and Mumma G xxxx
Jun 18 2009 04:40 am
Hi Mads
Just been making the cakes for the school fayre, your favourite, chocolate icing sponge yum yum, made a couple just for you......
Harry's assembly tomorrow and he is devastated that they have cut his lines down to one instead of three, perhaps he wasn't practising them enough!!!!!!!
Grandad seems alot better now and hopefully will be out of hospital the end of next week, thanks to you and Nanny looking after him.
Luv you lots and don't forget to give your Dad a special double hug on Sunday, he will need them both.
Hugs and Kisses to my special Angel....
Mummy
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Jun 16 2009 02:03 pm
hey maddie,
my nans really worried about Uncle Donny, he always reminds me of you because he used to call up and say how you were doing, look after him will ya :P
nearly two years, come visit me bbz :(
Phoebe
xxx
Jun 9 2009 04:24 pm
Hiya Hun
Was just thinking about you - been doing Prom stuff for St K's and I always think of that photo of you all arriving in the car, all so happy and so gorgeous!
Miss you loads
Mumma G xx
Jun 8 2009 04:43 am
Hi madz. Nearly been two yrs. Its my b-day july 3rd. Pop in and say hello.
Keep thinkin about you.
Love mitchell gm
Xxxxxx
Jun 6 2009 06:27 am
Hi Mads
Phil said thanks for his birthday pressie, love you and miss you,
Mummy xxxxxxxxxx
May 31 2009 12:49 am
hello maddie
Grandad was really sick yesterday morning.When we got there in the afternoon grandad felt a lot more better and he had two injections I couldn't look. It's a shame they weren't giving him an injection of chuckle juice.(so he will chuckle).
lot of love harry,daniel and mummy daddy kisses from me ,mummyand daddy (and a slobber from daniel)
ps evryone is missing you bye
May 30 2009 09:44 am
hi maddie
time is a lot more harder without you and I wish you are haveing a lovely time with nanny . elaine has just came round and we went to the beach. daniel has just fell and hit his head again 'ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha anyway got to go and check on charlie chuckels
lots and lots and lots of love harry xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
May 28 2009 11:07 am
Mads
Have a word with Daniel about ramming that walker up my ankles, you used to do that.
LUV U
Mummy xxxxxxxxxxxx
May 19 2009 02:42 pm
Hey Madz
How you doing? They're all doing exams now and we went to the college today for Grace's interview - I know you were there with her and I'm sure you were thrilled too when they offered her a place. All we need now is to get the right results!
There's a little favour I'd like to ask - you probably know what it is. Would you keep an eye on our little friend who needs lots of help and support - you know who I mean I'm sure - the people who care a lot about her won't be able to be with her for a while, but I know they'd feel better if they knew you were watching out for her. Thank you.
We'll be playing the new Mika album loudly here too, especially for you.
Big hugs little mate, we all miss you as much as ever and wish you were here to share all these new experiences with all your friends
Love from Mumma G xxxx
May 18 2009 03:00 pm
Hi maddz.
Hope all is well up there, i keep sayin it but you'll never leave me where ever u r ur always in my heart. Grace and i are doing the moonlight colourthon on July the 4th, its a half marathon, we are doing it for cancer research UK, we are taking loads of lollies, dont ask y!!! Hahahaha, it'll be good fun though u should pop along and see us. X x x x can't believe its been nearly two years this year, it'll 2 days after my birthday tht you would have been gone. I keep dreaming about seeing u standing in a field of rape seeds, i dont no what it means, im going to find out though, better go im tired, speak soon babe, love u forever.
Mitchell
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P.S. Mika is bringing out a new album, i'll blare it out for u.
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May 17 2009 08:52 am
Now then honey bunny. It's has been a long time since i wrote anything. Had a little cry today about ya. I've got a picture of you in Florida next to my computer and you look gorgeous. Was just imagining how gorge you would be now!!! Going to see father and Vick next weekend so come see us please......
Paige is growing up fast....she keps giving me relationship tips....ha ha!!!!
Love you lots.....big kisses.
Kate xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
May 17 2009 02:17 am
hello little lady,
Harry was listening to Mikka this morning, boy I miss you.
Daniel got his first tooth last week and he is looking a lot like you sometimes and I have to catch my breath.
Take care my angel.
Mummy
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May 7 2009 03:22 pm
Hi madz,
Well it was prom night last night, what did you think? I thought it was really good, we sung "the worlds greatest" by R.Kelly at the end alot of people were singing it foe blessing but i was singing it for those that i hold close to my heart, and thats where you'll always be madz, in my heart, you and your special sun shine smile, :-) and that great appetite of yours. (food wasnt very good at the prom was it!)
Wish you could have been in the limo hun, i kept thinking there's a space next to Grace, that was your space and no one in this world could ever take that place. Now you keeping looking down at us and make sure Grace gets the tatoo off her leg please!!! Hehehehehehe, miss you madz, it doesn't get any easier as time goes on, in fact the pain inside grows stronger woth every minute i cant see you little smile. Love ypu loads maddie. You are an angel and god needs you, keep a space up there for me. Xxxxxxxxx love you friend mitch xxxxxxxxxxx i will never forget you. Never.
May 6 2009 06:53 am
oi mads! sort something out, get us an after parrty maan! darn kids,
grace
xx
May 6 2009 06:49 am
Hi Little Bud
Can't believe it's Prom Night. You so should be here - Grace has had her hair done and now we're chillin out till she can do the make-up and put her dress on. She's looking through her 'Mads Box' with all her memories in it, and of course she will be wearing your necklace and earrings. Typical Grace - she's put a temporary Spiderman tattoo on her ankle (they wouldn't let her wear her new Blue Converse!) and she's taking a few surprises in her bag to keep everyone amused!
I know you'll be there with them all tonight, and I know that evryone will be thinking of you,
Love you and miss you loads, Mumma G xxx
May 5 2009 03:15 pm
For some reason im missing you alot lately i think its because tomoro is your day aswell and im hoping people remember that, i wanted to go prom with you , when people would ask me in like year 9 people would say who u goin prom with id be like well i like
Maddie so id lile to ask her, and im never get the chamce so i can only dream tht you would jace said yes, if you had gone with me i would have beem the lukiest lad there to have such a beautiful girl on my arm, if no one else remembers you tomoro i certainly will. Love you forever maddie. Xxxxxxxx you'll always be the queen to me. :-) xxxxxxx
May 3 2009 02:12 pm
Hi madz, its prom week! Im going with grace, i got her a really nice courtage im sure youll like it. I no youll b there.
Speak later
XxxxxX
May 2 2009 12:40 pm
Hiya little mate,
Collected the Prom dress today. It's blue of course so I'm sure you approve. I know you'll be there on Wednesday and I know we'll all be thinking of you.
Love you lots
Mumma G xxxxx
Apr 19 2009 03:33 pm
Hi mad,
U okup there? I hope u'll be comin to
The prom next week? U'll be thw queen in
My mind, speak later mads
XxxxxxxX
Mitchell GM
Apr 12 2009 02:49 am
Hi Mads,
Thinking of you today as always and remembering how you used to love Easter Sunday and your pressies, although not normally an egg as you was always on a diet.......
Love you darling,
Mummy
Apr 9 2009 03:24 pm
hi madz
hope u are sleeping well up there,
i always end up with a tear when i read these comments.
hope everything is ok for you up there :)
xxxxxxx
Apr 8 2009 08:55 am
Hi Honey,
Don't know what to say other than I think of you and miss you very much every single day.
Love daddy XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
Apr 8 2009 05:57 am
The days seem to go past so quickly but not one goes by without you in my thoughts, missing you mads, sleep well angel xx Katie.G xxx
Mar 28 2009 06:10 am
Hiya Sweetie,
Just to let you know Jack passed his driving test, cool eh!!!
He may take you out for a spin with his new girlfriend.
LUV U
Mummyxxxxxxxx
Mar 27 2009 03:41 pm
Hey maddie, i know you were there today helping me with my play, thankyou. Wish you could have seen it. I'm so sorry that you had to leave i always ask why it happened to you. We all miss you maddie.
Xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Mitch gm
Mar 22 2009 05:16 am
Hello Sweetie,
Thankyou for my card and pressie its just what I wanted, Nenuco. I miss you more than ever and wish with all my heart that you were here. I love you.
Mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Mar 21 2009 11:30 am
hey maddie. my perfomrmance i next week. the rehearsal went really well the other day! hmmm saw your grandad dom today, he was down the beach with my nan and jim. he had all these bugs over his hat, they seem to have invaded the seafront. anyway speak again soon madz
love you
mitchell
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Mar 17 2009 10:48 am
hi maddie, as you may have seen, im playing the part of sweeney todd inour lay, how do you think im doing?? hahahaha my singing isn't going to bad is it. :-). iwouldn't mind it if you gave my voice that extra help i know you'll do what you can. luv you.
mitch gm
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Mar 14 2009 11:54 am
hello maddie. i can't stop speaking to you today, this is the only way i think you can actually hear me.
luv ya madz
mitchell gm
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